Friday, November 4, 2011


Sitting at 187.6 lbs

That's a loss of 4.4 lbs from the end of September.

Rejoining the gym this weekend. Yep, probably shouldn't have left, but it seemed like a good idea at the time.

I've been having a really tough time personally with my relationships- everyone is in turmoil and all I want to do is save the day. I can't and it feels terrible, some even blame me for making them feel worse when all I do is try to help.

It is time for me to focus on myself. Losing some more pounds will make me feel better about myself. I'm hoping that working out not only shapes my body, but will help get my mind in shape as well.